I need to feel,
Feel something real,
Because lately all I've been feeling,
Is a numbness that I can't describe,
It grips my heart,
It chokes me,
It fills me up with darkness,
It ties me to my bed,
It suffocates me,
I want to fight back,
But I don't have the strength,
To overcome it,
I wanna get up,
But it pushes me down,
It gets harder and harder to resist,
 So finally I give in,
Give in to the numbness,
That's within me,
Its the only thing I feel....